Day: 17
Today's Weight: 238.8 lb
Yesterday's Weight: 240.6 lbs
Weight lost: 1.8 lbs
Total Weight Lost: 9.6 lbs
| Food | Time | Calories |
| baked potato w/ butter, sour cream *Multivitamin* | 9:00 AM | 300 cal |
| chocolate rice cake | 12:30 PM | 60 cal |
| 5 unsalted saltines | 2:00 PM | 60 cal |
| 1 fudgesicle | 4:30 PM | 40 cal |
| mixed veggies w/ grilled chicken | 5:30 PM | 180 cal |
Total: 640 calories
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...My Motivators... { I am officially out of the 240s again! And I'm never going back!!! LOL.}
...My Demotivators... { Gunna try my hardest to stay positive.}
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Woohooo!! Back in the 230s! Next goal -- 220s damnit! LOL. I haven't been below 227 lbs in years; that is the lowest weight I can remember getting myself to before meeting Nep, so.. hitting 225 will be HUGE for me. Literally, HUGE. And it will mean 30 lbs GONE since my highest weight!!!
I'm doing so good, my leg is feeling better, I'm resisting bad food. Maybe with Ana's subtle help -- I made a fat juicy buttery baked potato, and the cheese i covered it in was MOLDY. So I tossed the whole thing. So instead, I had two chocolate rice cakes as dinner. I was like "Gee, thanks Ana!" LOL.
.:...My Future...:.
I'm gonna look so good some day. So, so good. I just know it. I'm gonna be the object of desire for a lot of men. And you wanna know something? I want revenge... "She Wants Revenge."
" Shake off the rain and dry off
And come inside tonight
You don't have to be alone
You don't have to be, love.. "
I will be the sweetest, sexiest girl to three men in particular... I will put on a sad, comforting face at the fact tha they are alone. And I will stay single, so that they can all get their hopes up.. and when it comes time that those three assholes are on their knees begging for another chance, the chance I gave them along with my heart and hope and soul.... I will give them my sincerest apologies... But their chance has gone away.
"Remember when you said you didnt love me anymore, and that you had a total disregard for my feelings..?"
"Remember when all I said was I wanted a friend, then you convinced me you liked me to try and persuade me to fuck you..?"
"Remember when you lead me on for a month and then wouldn't even meet me as you tried to pursue other girls..?"
"Because I do remember. And I've moved on. And I'll be there for you as a friend... But you can never, ever have me again."
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