Day: 8
Today's Weight: 242.6 lbs
Last week's Weight: --- lbs
Weight lost: 0 lbs
Total Weight Lost: 2.8 lbs
| Food | Time | Calories |
| Maple & Brown sugar oatmeal | 5:30 AM | 150 cal |
Total: --- calories
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| Exercise | Distance/Resistance | Time (Cals burned) |
Total burned: --0 calories
Differential: +--- calories
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...My Motivators... { To be thin... To feel wanted... To feel confident... }
...My Demotivators... { Being so alone and contributing most of that loneliness to my obesity.... }
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I am going to try and stop weighing myself every day, and switch to every week. I know I will fail with this, but meh, it may help at least a little.
I kinda fell off the wagon for the last two days due to my freak out with gaining. So of course the remedy was to eat everything in sight and start back at square one. But... I talked to Steve last night, and I feel motivated all over again. For a man to finally, finally admit to me "Yes, I WOULD be attracted to you IF you were thinner..." Well, it's like the elephant finally leaping out of the room and saying HEY YOUVE KNOWN I WAZ HERE ALL ALONG.
I'm ready. I won't fail this time.