...My Second Day...

Day: 2
Weight: 246.6 lbs
Weight lost: 1.8 lbs

Food	Time	Calories
1/2 cup mixed berry yogurt (w/ flax seed)	9:00 AM	100 cal
1/2 cup strawbery banana yogurt	11:15 AM	45 cal
3 in. of subway sandwhich	3:00 PM	250 cal
3 in. subway sandwhich	5:30 PM	250 cal
1 spoonful peanut butter cup ice cream	5:45 PM	50 cal

Total: 695 calories
Total Water Consumption: 66 oz = 8 cups
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Exercise	Area of Focus	How long?
Sit ups / hip rolls	Stomach	10 minutes
Stretch band	Arms	10 minutes

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...My Motivators... {Standing naked in front of my mirror and feeling sexy instead of digusted.. Being excited to try and meet new people rather than afraid they'll just think I'm fat and not be interested... Having confidence in myself... Being completely secure in beauty [and in myself] once I am actually in another relationship... Being healthy, happy, and sexy!!!}

...My Demotivators... {Arthur blowing me off to talk to other women in the chatroom... Jesse's lack of interest in talking; Jesse rescheduling to meet again and then cancelling [again].... Nep never replying to the email I wrote him four days ago; accepting the fact that it's really completely over between he and I... My brown pants no longer fitting... My clothes being tight; my "fat jeans" fitting tightly...}

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G'moorning. Yesterday went pretty well -- I was actually very proud of myself! My sister made perogies with sauteed onions (*DROOL*) and chocolate fudge brownies *x_x* But! I was a good girl and resisted =) I'm not really sure how strict I should be reducing my calories, but right now it seems okay.. I'll just try n' go with the flow, lol. I really like having this blog. It's only been one day, but I'm excited to continually update it and share my progress with...myself. And Trish :) LOL. Maybe some day I'll make this blog public -- how cool would it be to be an inspiration to other women!

...My Progress in Pictures...

*C*O*M*I*N*G * S*O*O*N =)

...My First Day...

Day: 1
Starting Weight: 248.4 lbs

Food	Time	Calories
1/2 cup strawberry banana yogurt	9:00 AM	45 cal
1/2 cup strawbery banana yogurt (w/ flax seed)	11:15 AM	80 cal
5 peach slices	1:30 PM	50 cal
cracked wheat hamburger bun top, lightly buttered + 1 tbs semisweet chocolate chips	3:30 PM	150 cal + 70 cal
1/2 cup meatloaf (w/ ketchup)	5:45 PM	350 cal

Total: 745 calories
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Exercise	Area of Focus	How long?
Stretch band	Arms	10 mins
Crunches, sit ups	Stomach	10 mins

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So um.. I'm making a weight loss journal yay! I should prolly keep this all clean so when I look back at this years later I'm proud of it and not thinking "Wtf was I thinking," like I thought earlier today when I found old blogs of mine. So I've been talking to my oold friend Trisha - we go way back...

meefness (8:25:41 AM): You are all growed up.. its so funny... like I remember when you had little poppers for boobies.

(Yep.. that's how far back we go ^_~ )

Anywho... we are gonna be each other's pillars of strength and support and kick weight in the booty! Lol. I think a blog is exactly the distraction I need in life right now. So!.. I'm gonna work on making it all pretty and obsess over it and update it daily and whatnot =P I really hope that months, years down the road, I can look at this and say "Wow... I did it." How great would that be? Hopefully, I'll be able to tell you.. :)